Sometimes even the cutest little babies can be monsters. Since we got back to Berlin, Marie has been trying to crawl. I mean she's really been putting her heart into it, like, "Come Hell or high water, people, I am gonna crawl RIGHT NOW!" The only problem is that it hasn't actually happened yet, and after every failed attempt - some of which end with Marie landing on her face and some with her moving
backwards - she gets very frustrated. I've been telling myself that her being
thiiiiiiiiis close to reaching this developmental milestone has been the culprit behind her rather... ahem... trying behavior. She's been nursing constantly, scratching and clawing at me, sleeping lightly (when she sleeps at all), trying to crawl off her changing table, and, best of all, sometimes spends an hour or more making loud noises in the dark while we are all trying to sleep. This last one is particularly bad because as soon as Toffi and I make attempts to ignore the loud baby in our bed and just fall asleep, her experimental noises turn into real crying, which means any chance I had of sleeping has been delayed even more.
Of course, I have no idea if this behavior is linked to the crawling at all. I'm just guessing, which is pretty much all you can do when you have a baby. Seriously, you get an idea from baby books about what sorts of things they go through at certain times, you get a heads up from other parents about which behaviors might mean what, and you have a certain amount of your own intuition. But when it comes down to it, you've only known this person for a few months, and they can't be all, "Yo Mom, I'm trying to finally get this crawling thing down, so if I seem a little cranky, that's why." So here's hoping that she crawls one day soon and that things calm down after that - at least until she learns the next cute thing.